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mobi ✓ Honor The Breaking Point #1 ´ 368 pages Download ¹ johnscyclingdiary µ ❄ [EPUB] ✼ Honor The Breaking Point #1 By Jay Crownover ➝ – Johns-cycling-diary.co.uk Don't be fooledDon't make excuses for meI am not a good manI've seen things no one should N that seedy stage in that second rate club I felt my heart pulse for the first time Keelyn Foster was too young too vibrant for this place and I knew in an instant that I would make her mine But first I had to climb my way to the top I had to have som FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED “Don’t ever doubt that I think you were worth the wait” THIS BOOK WAS AMAZING I was in the mood to read something SEXY and EDGY but with a heart stopping ROMANCE and a story that would be UNIUE and DIFFERENT and this book delivered EXACTLY what I was looking for The hero was POWERFUL controlling with a truly tragic backstory that had turned him into what some people might call a villain but he had a heart of gold in many ways and was completely DEVOTED to the one and only girl he'd ever loved He was deeply flawed and complex but that was what made me adore his character And the heroine was BADASS Seriously this chick was just so STRONG She went toe to toe with him on every level and I just LOVED the way they were EUALS in their own right This book was AWESOME A new top favoriteThis was completely 'my kind' of story — not because I necessarily like reading books exactly like this but because of its uniueness and intensity Those are two ualities I search for endlessly in books I want a book that tells a story that isn't uite like any other one I've read and I want to FEEL the journey the characters go through in my heart I want to be invested in their story Now that I've read this I wouldn't want to read another book 'like' this because I've already read this one But this book and everything in it was exactly what I wanted to read if that makes sense Don’t be fooledDon’t make excuses for meI am not a good manI’ve seen things no one should done things no one should talk about Honor and conscience have no place in my life But I’ve fought and I’ve survived I’ve had toThe first time I saw her dancing on that seedy stage in that second rate club I felt my heart pulse for the first time Keelyn Foster was too young too vibrant for this place and I knew in an instant that I would make her mine But first I had to climb my way to the top I had to have something to offer herI’m here now money is no object and I have no eual Except for her She's disappeared But don’t worry I will find her and claim her She will be mineLike I said don’t be fooled I am not the devil in disguise I’m the one standing front and center When I first read the blurb I immediately knew I wanted to read this book But it was the author introduction and prologue that really made me drop everything to read it immediately Something about the whole idea behind this story and its characters just completely captivated me I do want to preface the rest of this review though by saying that while this book is at times gritty and edgy I do not consider it to be a dark read If you're a sensitive reader I think you'll be just fine But if you're a reader who likes that edge I think you'll be uite satisfied as well Just don't go expecting 'dark' because you're not going to find it here But what I did find was a completely absorbing and deeply addictive story that grabbed my attention strongly from the very first page “I was born and bred to fight and never give up The fight was in my bones It was in every breath I exhaled It was in every drop of blood that poured out of me and painted the soil” From the start of the book you're thrown into the chilling gripping and incredibly painful backstory of Nassir Gates His character was a man moulded by the brutality and violence he was born into with an all too realistic background that is very scarily current within our world It's both heart breaking and horrifying while making you believe without a shadow of a doubt why he became the way he is His character was enigmatic and complex Part villain part anti hero a bad guy with a heart of gold and his own code of ethics An intense man with a commanding presense that people instinctively either respected or feared He was his own law operating under rules of his own making in a world he dominated But I had a lot of respect for his fairness His brutality was a reflection of the world he existed in but at his heart he was in fact a good man So much of our world is black and white good or bad he just happened to exist in the grey zone “He’s been hungry for a taste since the first day I met him and while I had always been tempted to feed the beast fear of losing than my fingers to those vicious jaws always kept my from offering up myself on a platter The only thing I ever wanted was to be my own person to thrive and be independent making my own rules and answering to no one The only thing he wanted was for me to be his”Nasser Gates half man and half monster He was lethal and toxic keeping all that sinister beauty covered up in a ridiculously expensive suit that made him look elegant and falsely civilized To the untrained eye he was an outrageously handsome man that looked like he was on his way to a business meeting but if you had spent any time on the streets if you were familiar with life in the gutter there was no missing who he really was what he was The top of the food chain If you knew about what it took to make it from where I came from you could look at him and see that he not only thrived in chaos but was conformable there He even managed to make it look good Keelyn pleasantly surprised me with how strong and badass she was I loved her fiery independence her pride and her strength I loved that no matter how big bad powerful or intimidating a man Nassir was she truly matched him I loved that she didn't just give into what he wanted she stood for what she wanted and made him respect her boundaries I don't know why but I actually thought she'd be of the 'damsel in distress' needing to be saved type of character I was half right She was a damsel and she did start out in distress but unlike the fairy tales she was fully committed to saving herself And I loved that Nassir saw that and literally just waited for her to be ready to be with him He didn't push her didn't bully or try to control her he just waited trusting in the connection he knew they both felt and knowing that sooner or later she'd be drawn back to him “Why me Nassir?” You don’t have patience for anything that isn’t perfect and I am far from that Why would you wait for me all this time especially when you have beautiful woman dying to take my place?”“If not you then who Keelyn? Who else has the fight and strength to stand with me in this city You own a part of it just like I do You earned your place here while I took mine and you might not want to be Honor but you have it in spades You care about this place and the people in it You care about me even though you know you shouldn’t You’re the only one in my life who has ever been worth waiting for” I can't say this enough I LOVED the way he let HER come to HIM This man who was able to control any scenario and anyone willingly relinuishing control was the most romantic and sexy thing ever Restraint if written well can be a million times hotter than any sex scene and seriously just the brimming sexual tension between them was whew HOTTTTTT Even just their first kiss had me fanning myself like crazy She was my endgame She was what had given my life meaning and now she was breathing that very essence back into me and it felt perfect She was everything My hands ached to touch her My fingers twitched so hard they hurt as I latched them on to the edge of the marble counter behind her She wanted to control me She wanted to call the shots I wanted her forever on my terms and I knew the only way to make that happen was to make her want to surrender She had to give herself up to me and to the kind of life I could offer her I knew she didn’t want to belong to me but she did And for those of you who love steamy reads you will be rewarded well because once they give into each other their passion is just something else “How far do I have to push until you fall for me?”He chuckled “I like it when you push at me even when you’re pushing me away I mean you’re here and you’re fighting me or yourself It doesn’t matter But I fell for you long ago so there’s nowhere else for me to go” I should also mention that this book seriously had SUCH GOOD WRITING I've read several of Jay Crownover's books and loved them but this book was something else She was seriously on freaking point with it no pun I actually just decided to count them for fun and I have highlighted 40 uotes in this bookCharacters who hover in the grey zone are the most intriguing to me A bad guy who is just a psycho murderer is undeniably bad but not too interesting to read about because they're one dimensional But a guy who is good at heart but does bad things tempered with morality and his own code of honor is just plain fascinating to read about They're unpredictability makes you desperate to learn about them Nasser never stopped fighting And the fact that he understands he won’t ever be able to make up for all the things he did before getting to the Point is what keeps him human His regret is what keeps him from going back to being nothing than a weapon waiting to be aimed and used without thought as to who he might be pointed at He cares about things here even if others don’t see it He has a cause here his own kind of code which might never make him a good man but does make him a better one than he was before The Point gave Nassir his own kind of honor and it also makes it mean so much when a character like that falls in love because you know that for a person who is as damaged and hardened as them to give their heart to someone else is a huge deal I probably have never done it right but I have always loved you Keelyn Foster” This book can be read as a standalone if you wish I read it as a standalone Technically it's part of the Welcome To The Point series and characters from other books do show up in this one but I was never confused and never felt like I was missing anything So you really can just dive right into this one My personal feeling is that I'm really glad I read

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Don't be fooledDon't make excuses for meI am not a good manI've seen things no one should done things no one should talk about Honor and conscience have no place in my life But I've fought and I've survived I've had toThe first time I saw her dancing o wwwbookworm221tumblrcom ARC provided by publisher via InkslingrEdelweiss in exchange for an honest reviewOh my goodness what a bookI loved every minute of it it was so addicting that I couldn’t stop reading and when I did I kept thinking back to it Jay Crownover certainly is one of my favorite authors she always creates characters that are so complex and lovable even a bad guy like Nassir that should make you be scared of what he is capable to me he was just a guy that so in love with a girl that everything he did was for her So so lovely And I’m sure that Nassir would hate it that that’s what I think of him and how I saw him when I was reading the bookI don’t think I ever read a book that had this much sexual tension every page I was expecting these two to just combust but it never happened until it did and it was perfectIt is easy to see how Nassir’s upbringing affected him and shaped him but it was also so heartwarming to see that despite everything that he has done and seen he can still feel love and not just desire and possession over someone elseThis book has become a top favorite of mine from Miss Jay CrownoverKeep Calm and Read OnInstagram and Twitter bookuotes221

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Honor The Breaking Point #1Ething to offer herI'm here now money is no object and I have no eual Except for her She's disappeared But don't worry I will find her and claim her She will be mineLike I said don't be fooled I am not the devil in disguise I'm the one front and center LIVE | AMZ US | AMZ UK | BN | KOBO |LIVE THIS SOUNDS REALLY GOODStand alone book 1LIVE | AMZ US | AMZ UK | BN | KOBO |Blurb Don't be fooledDon't make excuses for meI am not a good manI've seen things no one should done things no one should talk about Honor and conscience have no place in my life But I've fought and I've survived I've had toThe first time I saw her dancing on that seedy stage in that second rate club I felt my heart pulse for the first time Keelyn Foster was too young too vibrant for this place and I knew in an instant that I would make her mine But first I had to climb my way to the top I had to have something to offer herI'm here now money is no object and I have no eual Except for her She's disappeared But don't worry I will find her and claim her She will be mineLike I said don't be fooled I am not the devil in disguise I'm the one front and center