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Download Before I Die 107 ✓ [Read] ➸ Before I Die ➵ Jenny Downham – Tessa has just a few months to liveFighting back against hospital visits endless tests drugs with excruciating side effects Tessa compiles a list It's her Ten Things To Do Before I Die list And Number Tessa has just a few months to liveFighting back Tessa has just a few months to liveFighting back against hospital visits endless tests drugs with excruciating side effects Tessa compiles a list It's her Ten Things To Do Before I Die list Before I MOBI #233 And Number One is sexRele. This book about broke my heart It's not as if I didn't know how it would end the title says it all but I didn't expect to be touched by the story to such a degreeThe premise of Before I Die is uite simple Tessa is 16 and dying of leukemia She knows that she has only a few months to live and struggles to come to terms with her fate Trying to make the best of the time she has left Tessa comes up with a list of things she would like to experience before she dies Some items on the list are silly to try drugs to commit a crime to become famous but one desire overwhelmes Tessa She wants to experience love but knowing that there is no way it is possible in her circumstances she settles for having sex This is how the story starts The first sexual experience doesn't make Tessa feel any better in fact she is crushed than ever But things change when she gets to know her new neighbor an 18 year old boy Adam who has a heartbreaking story of his ownJust like another similarly themed favorite book of mine If I Stay Before I Die never crosses over into the area of melodrama and this is very important to me because I despise being emotionally manipulated by books The characters are real their pain is real Tessa's journey from depression to anger to resignation to temporary happiness is poignant and her everyday desire to live and not let go of her waning life is heartbreaking I loved many things about this book the narration tragic but with a touch of humor; the love story which is definitely one of the best I've ever read But mostly I loved that this book reminded me of importance of the most mundane things in my life the ability to spend time with my family to enjoy a simple walk and to plan for future A beautiful debut by Jenny Downham

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End her new boyfriend all are painfully crystallized in the precious weeks before Tessa's time finally runs outBEFORE I DIE is a brilliantly crafted novel heartbreaking yet astonishingly life affirming It will take you to the very edg. We know three pages into “Before I Die” that sixteen year old Tessa won’t survive her leukemia and that there’s plenty she still wants from life So she makes a list and vows to do everything on it before she diesLike most teenagers Tessa is at odds with her parents and angsty about how life’s shortchanged her At first her ranting and left field demands seem too adolescent Isn’t the looming presence of death supposed to mature her beyond her yearsBut that’s precisely the kind of “dying young” trope that Downham admirably resists throughout the novel Tessa burns up a maddening number of days moping when we think she should be fulfilling her dreams She finally pushes herself to face facts “I have two choices stay wrapped in blankets and get on with dying or get the list back together and get on with living”Downham escapes the common shortcoming of many young adult novels in which the only character that ever really matters to us is the speaker In this novel Tessa’s relationships are so dynamic that we ache with her at the thought of losing them Throughout the book their interactions thrum with tension and tenderness There’s Cal the tactless younger brother who helpfully explains the process of decomposition And Zoe the careless best friend who has her own troubles to wake her up to life There’s Dad in denial determined to save Tessa through organic foods and fierce hugs Mom who cut out about the time of Tessa’s diagnosis and who remains slightly outside of the helping circle without becoming a monster And there’s Adam the blessing of love and vulnerability that lands next door to Tessa at the right time And where a lesser writer might swill us readers around in dying girl thought soup Downham lets the telling detail speak for Tessa’s feelings instead Her anger comes to us through her as she gives herself points for the imagined deaths of healthy strangers “One point for the lump on her neck raw and pink as a crab’s claw” We feel her hunger for life as she licks an ice cream stick until “the wood rasps my tongue” We know her true well wishes for those she loves as she dreams up a replacement for her boyfriend a “girl with lovely curves and breath like oranges”There’s nothing treacly here It’s a brave humanist novel one that leaves the reader gulping the polluted precious air of Tessa’s world with a passion and astonishment almost as great as Tessa’s Downham earns for us the catharsis of the ending for her characters come to take up real space in our hearts Up until the last word I think we hope that Tessa will somehow against all odds keep breathing When she doesn’t we mourn for Tessa just as she wished by remembering her

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Before I DieAsed from the constraints of 'normal' life Tessa tastes new experiences to make her feel alive while her failing body struggles to keep upTessa's feelings her relationships with her father and brother her estranged mother her best fri. I feel like a jerk for not giving this story stars I mean it's a book about a sixteen year old girl trying to live life to the fullest before dying of cancer I keep thinking only a heartless baby eating monster would give this book less then four stars Well I suppose I am that monster minus the whole baby eating thingIt's not like the premise failed to pull at my heartstrings as I read this book I genuinely felt for the girl And it's not like the author went out of her way to manipulate her audience This book never crosses the line into full on manipulation though there are times I feel it comes close but not enough to bother me My problem lies with the protagonist Tessa Yeah you read that right I don't like the main character a teenage girl dying of cancer Before you start throwing things let me explain Like I said before I felt for Tessa because her situation is incredibly tragic but I'm sorry she sucks I know she's dying but that doesn't give her an excuse to manipulate everyone around her into doing what she wants them to do Dying young isn't some get out of jail free card you can wave around when your actions have negative conseuences that you'd rather not face Here's the deal Tessa has a list of ten things she wants to do before she dies Sounds good right Well the majority of the things on the list are reckless or selfish or illegal or just plain stupid Sometime a combination of all four And you know what That's not so bad doesn't necessarily bother me Teenagers do stupid selfish andor illegal stuff Tessa wants to sow some wild oats before dying I get it What bothers me is the fact that she believes the rules shouldn't apply to her because she is dying she can do whatever she wants damn the conseuences What's worse Tessa demands a lot from her friends and family At times she asks them to do things that even under the tragic circumstances are too much to ask When they seem reluctant to comply she tells them that whatever it is she's asking happens to be on her list Most of the time these things were not on her list until conveniently they were It's her manipulation that really gets to me I hate that she resorts to manipulation to get whatever she wants At one point Tessa throws a monumental fit I mean off the charts huge because she doesn't get what she wants when she wants it to make love with her boyfriend Don't get me wrong I knew her her freak out had to do with the fact that she's dying so young before she's old enough to really do anything be anyone then anything else But still she took it a little too far I thinkIn the end I got the idea that she had a full grasp at what was truly important in life But for me Tessa's understanding came too late in the game It happened so late that I heartless monster that I am had already spent some time wondering when she was going to just die already Yes this really did go through my mind then a few times near the end of this book if this weren't a total work of fiction I'd be going to hell for that I'm sure I know I'm a monster for not giving this book stars unfortunately I'm unable to give this book then the two stars I've given it PS Because I'm unable to recommend Before I Die to anyone I'm going to go ahead and recommend Before I Fall which is another YA book which deals with death and is in my humble opinion infinitely better then this book